Tuesday, June 30, 2009
First all, feeling much better today.
I’m almost finished with my polka dots series. Just some last minutes touch up and I should be able to shoot the photos and list it on ETSY in the next couple of days. Next I will work on my watercolor series. Kind of got inspired this weekend at my favorite sushi place. They got these beautiful prints of watercolor on their wall, so soft and dreamy. Can’t wait to come up with my own. I think I will start with some abstract flowers first and see where it takes me. ^_^
Monday, June 29, 2009
I'm just not having a good day today.
I wake up with my body aching and everything just went down hill from there. Thing just seems to annoy me. I even annoyed myself with all these complaining. It's just one of those days when you over think every little aspect of your life. Not liking where I stand and not sure how to change where I’m going next. No longer happy doing what I did for all these years. Angry at myself for wishing things will change when it’s clear that it won’t. Thinking about giving it all up but still wanted to go down kicking and screaming. Really want to just walk out and go hide under a rock for a few months. Do a little soul searching... T_T
I got a lot of store up energy but with no motivations. I NEED to create more artwork, the kind that no one can tell me to change anything about it because it’s mine, all mine. Sick and tired of people who want your service because you’re good but show no respect for it. Just want to turn into the biggest bitch and send them all to hell.
Sick of so many things I don’t even know where to start…
I will get over it soon. I always do. But until then, stay away... …
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thanks sepolidoro for including me on the treasury.